Go find another lover;

To bring a… to string along

The world suffers a lot, not because of the violence of bad people, but because of the silence of good people.

— Napolean

As Susan left her driveway, she had a feeling she was being watched and she was. The ghosts of people who had been part of Wisteria Lane were gazing upon her as she passed. They watched her as they watch everyone. Always hoping the living could learn to put away rage and sorrow, bitterness and regret. These ghosts watch, wanting people to remember that even the most desperate life is oh…so wonderful.

Wherever you’re going
I wanna go
Wherever you’re heading
Can you let me know
I don’t mind catching up
I’m on my way
Just can’t take the thought of you miles away

And I know you’re going somewhere to make a better life
I hope that you find it on the first try
And even though it kills me
That you have to go
I know it’ll be sadder
If you never hit the road
So farewell

Somebody’s gonna miss you
Somebody is gonna wish that you were here
That somebody is me

And I’m gonna try to hold it all in
Try to hold back my tears
So it don’t make you stay here
I’m gonna try to be a big girl now
Cause I don’t wanna be the reason you don’t leave

That’s when this feeling came over me like a warm blanket. I knew, somehow, that I had to stay alive. Somehow. I had to keep breathing. Even though there was no reason to hope and all my logic said that I would never see this place again. So that’s what I did. I stayed alive. I kept breathing. And one day that logic was proven all wrong because the tide came in and gave me a sail. And now, here I am. I’m back. In Memphis, talking to you. I have ice in my glass. And I’ve lost her all over again. I’m so sad that I don’t have Kelly. But I’m so grateful that she was with me on that island. And I know what I have to do now. I gotta keep breathing because tomorrow the sun will rise. Who knows what the tide could bring.

And on a day in late December...
you gave your self to us.

I’ll tell you in another life, when we are both cats.